insatiable
Must warn: not a public read. Though I did carry this book around with me to Kew Gardens. Oops! The story is quite simple. The main character loves art, she works at some kind of art tech company, where she’s badly paid to carry out boring tasks. The plot also conveniently relies on the fact that no one at her work cares whether she’s actually present or not, so she can leave any time she likes. Then she meets Lottie, a fabulous woman with an equally fabulous husband, who invites her to join their fabulous new art start-up. Lottie is the answer to all her problems, her life is about to change blah blah blah midlife crisis at 25. The thing that gets you hooked of course, is that the fabulous couple are fabulously kinky. There’s threesomes, and eventually, an invitation to Friday night group sex dinner parties, with other fabulous people (having a midlife crisis at the appropriate age). I keep picking 1st person books. I like them. The only issue is that people are flawed. And some people aren’t just flawed, they’re annoying. And annoying about being flawed. So you’re kind of stuck with someone annoying for 300 pages. What makes it fine is realising the alternative is sitting alone with your thoughts, and she’s not nearly half as annoying as you are.
Anyways, the sex scenes really get you hooked for a good ¾ of the book. Compared to my previous reads (see: Book Lovers), there’s lots of focus on female pleasure. Daisy’s description of the shame connected with sex and female pleasure was also really refreshing to me. I wish it was developed further, but there’s lots about feeling like a bad feminist for enjoying masculinity, especially when it’s presented to her in a socially expected way (virility, taking charge – even if that means the lack of verbal consent). I wish she’d questioned that more, but then again she’s busy having an orgasm. She reflects on sex with her ex-fiancé, and these little unanswered moments of self-doubt make you wonder whether she’s going to reflect on these new sexual relationships similarly in the future.
The last quarter’s where the disappointment sets in. The sex gets a bit repetitive. There is a small moment of hope where the book takes a turn and looks at the motivations of each character, but is ultimately resolved quickly and lazily. The truth is uncovered by a minor character much too easily, resolved within 20 pages, and all’s well that ends well. I guess for me it was just a bit empty and disappointing for a book with such an intriguing, fast-paced start.
I leant the books to two people: Ambre and Julia. Julia didn’t make it past the first 50 pages, although I feel we have slightly different tastes in writing styles. I understand – it’s not written from a deep or beautiful or intellectual perspective. It’s simplistic, and from someone flawed, and self-indulgent in their insecurity.
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